4.27.2009

finally

the sun has been out for the last couple of dayz now and its beautiful outside. this means tat i hate staying in school even more now. lately i have been feeling some kinda way about what i am going to do with the rest of my life. everyone around me seems to have everything in order: they know where they wanna go and what they wanna do but i have no clue. i was set on going to school in toronto but i been feelin kinda nervous these last couple of weeks.


i have been meeting all these new ppl and they ask me if i already have plans and i hate saying no. it kills me that i might be leaving my home in a year with no concrete goals. one thing i do know about myself is that it is not easy for me to make big decisions because i change my mind a lot. my cons always overwrite my pros in situations and i wish it wasnt like that. if there's anybody who can make sense of this situation for me, i would really appreciate it.

1 comment:

Tuotierugif >^..^<© said...

I'm in the same position and I'm a junior in college :( I say just go with the flow and learn everything you can while you can. Just try to find something your interested in but don't rush it and trust you'll find your own path